this is concerning...

when I got on a few minutes ago, I saw I had four notes in my inbox. I figured pokegod15 was asking where I was so I checked, the notes were still the two from him, as well as a role-play I'm doing with another friend, but then I saw a new note, from my friend PunchieTheNeko titled "silently sobbing" when I clicked it, it read nothing and his icon was bare. I responded, but I'm fearing the worst right now, I even checked his Facebook page since we're friends there, his account was deactivated.
I then read his journal, someone blocked him and now he thinks that he can't trust anyone. if he noted me, then that meant he at least still trusted me enough to wanna talk to me. sadly though, I was upstairs in bed.
after reading that, I fear he's gonna hurt himself or do something much worse.
Neko-sama, if you're reading this, I want you to know that, while there are many people out there that you can't trust, there's still several out in the world that you can trust. if you did anything to yourself, it wouldn't be the same on here without you. I'd miss you. you always tell me about your troubles and ask for my advice. I'd miss our role-plays, I'd miss talking to you, I'd miss you in general. please, just know that there is someone that you can trust, and if you could leave a note on my page to say that you read this, I will know that's you're okay. <:3

if something did happen to him, anyone who is in contact with him, please let me know. I wanna know if he's okay or not.